Missing someone

"I love it when you cuddle with someone who is 

cute and smells good, and then later after you've 

said goodbye you can still smell them on your 

clothes."

you shall not care

i am actually wondering if what I'm doing to my life right now.

Trio

This picture simply explains the trio..

I for my myself, think i have the three of them in me. When it comes to lectures and examinations.

 I'm Hermione in history and English (some in BioScience). Too honest knowing everything.

I'm  Ron in social sciences and Nursing. Funny,  not remembering something. 

Im Harry in statistics, algebra, economics. Brave enough to ask for the answers.

Pottermore.com sorted me to Hufflepuff.. 

This is JK's official online reading site, and  i never regretted running out from my biostatistics class just to get the clue, answer it and catch the magic quill. If you want to know more about my experience during the pottemore fever, which basically prompted  every potterhead to stay up late,early and face all odds (including the time difference and struggle) just to get included in the lucky 1 million, i'll be posting it real soon. it isnt something to look forward to. 

Goodnight Potterheads!

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Having been sorted to Hufflepuff by Pottermore, and as i imagined Minerva McGonagall or JK Rowling placing the sorting hat on top of my head, its a differently one way ticket to self determination. I know that JK describes hufflepuff as kind, honest and where the rest that doesn't fit in Gryffindor, Slytherin and Ravenclaw would undoubtedly belong to. 

"You might belong in Hufflepuff,
Where they are just and loyal,
Those patient Hufflepuffs are true,
And unafraid of toil" -The Sorting Hat

eh, kung mahal ko siya?

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indi kami tamad

Pia May (the Gardener's wife), Grelyn (the Grayscale), Garrett (the Chest tube sensation),
Adrian (the Reposition man), me (the Wizard) and Sheena (the Goddess kuno).

I really don't know how these people ended up together neither to how am i going to spend my entire research  experience with them (since we will be conducting our study at our town). Right now, i shouldn't really dwell much about my feelings, but surely, life with these feces, um, i mean faces is fun? okay! No joke!!!

They are my research teammates who happened also to be my group mates in clinical exposures. 

These days I have been psychologically and physically occupied by research works! i have been cursing the idea that I haven't had any background about research. We're not taught in high school. I'm tired of condemnation, so i chose to blame myself.

 After all it will be a learning experience with all the pressure and panicky vibes in the batch, and the hours of rummaging the published theses in the library, its quite overwhelming and challenging. So,I hope the  effort we spent on our work could bring us all to approval of the study. Best of luck. 

Im also overwhelmed with my parents support.With all the statistical gathering they conducted at our local health unit, just to complete the background of our study. I never had the chance to get back to Concepcion since January because all the clinical rotations, paper works and additional minor subject requirements are obviously queuing, piling my day and thinning my body . Surprisingly, Im down to one last- Research. 

And I really hope that i am on my way to Level 4. 

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I am honestly in love with these people, regardless of their height, color, attitude, preference, race, knowledge and economic status. 

Tonight I'm starving

Your tons of dreams cannot feed you this instance.  Staying late, with  hyperactive bowel sounds and parasympathetic craving for food. This, is my own hunger game. I am Hungry!

I might be the kind of ordinary-usual-common (in short pathetic) student you ever get crossed the campus, but believe me, the hell I've been messing in the past 2 years, you never gonna let your self trapped in the same position, just because you haven't recollected your reasons to refuse what faith  has prepared for you, or your parents-or relatives.

Okay.. I got bored and was having a runny nose.. and what does a Potterhead do when he's bored.?

Personality Disorder Test

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 62% Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 74% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66% Antisocial |||||||||||||| 58% Borderline |||||||||||||| 58% Histrionic |||||||||||| 42% Narcissistic |||||||||||||| 58% Avoidant |||||||||||| 42% Dependent |||||||||||||||| 62% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||| 70%

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Personality Test by SimilarMinds.com

*scores in gray are the average web score 

Test Note: Read the descriptions below to avoid misinterpreting test results (for example, the Antisocial classification does not mean you are a loner, it means you tend to be insensitive towards others).

General Note: the validity and reliability of personality disorders are still lacking in strong statistical evidence and clear agreement in the scientific and medical community.

Author Note:I don't think Schizoid personality is a valid disorder (read), some of the smartest people in history were schizoid because they occupied a remote end of the intelligence bell curve. Schizotypal personality can encompass highly original thinkers as well as totally insane people so I think it's a flawed type. I think the remaining eight disorders are generally valid.

Disorder Info

Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal 

Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.

Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.

Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.

Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic 

Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.

Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.

Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.

Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive 

Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.

Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism

Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.

Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency. 

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This is fairly an absolute confirmation to my assumptions..

But i believe this is not totally accurate. You will be very aware of my desperate actions on knowing myself. Undertaking online psychology test and evaluations, is already a big contributing factor to self determination.

I admit i act weird sometimes. You can find me speaking to you in some foreign accent, or put some non suitable ideas in a conversation (esp magic) . But that is who i am, and I never regret being recognised thru that. 

I think i will be putting all my self-digested ideas here, for a matter of self awareness and memory keeping.